I just totally no idea what I am doing right now..Is this the life I want? Sometimes I just wondering I promised dad I will go 2 Ivey..but is that really what I want? And all other things I am doing now..Sometimes I just feel totally lost. Like no idea what I am doing..

I already spend 22 years try 2 figure out what I want..but I still don't know it.

I don't if other people have same feeling as me. When u look my blog, whether u find sth similiar.

I am just trying 2 find my way

I am just trying 2 find my place,

and

I am just trying 2 find myself.

I can't remember what was the last time I hit so many 3s...I made above 20..The rim is just infinite wide. This is the first time I feel so good after that fucking disease. Just feel great rite now.

If my roommate hadn't remind me..I guess I would forget it again...I just found I never can remember those festivals..

Anyway...DAD, MOM and MY DEAR SISITER, hope u guys have a good holiday. I miss u guys so much..

I am fucking tired lately....Man..I hate that accounting courese..just numbers...so bored..but I guess I can get good marks becourse of it..I know i am sensitive to numbers..especially when it comes to money....I mean..especially..when I need to deal how much I can get..

Talk about money...I finally got a job..I am going work with a prof, translating Old Chinese to English..Lucky me...It should be interesting though..and it is 10bucks an hour.. good pay..

I also went 2 London's city hall today...Most fancy place I have ever been in London.. Try 2 set up a small business with my bodies..Hope I can do it..

Well.. everything is good right now..I shall just enjoy my life.